Each heartbeat carries a thought.

At 9:47 AM on Tuesday, November 28, 2006




* Each heartbeat carries a thought, a thought that goes through on my mind at all times.
i will not fake it, i will not hinder it , i will not run away from it.
I accept my history, as it's written.
But still as it complies, the hatred just builds up.But right now, im able to bring it down, i thank god for letting me learn life in a hard way. There's a lot of things that was altered.
Things that was one childish to an adult's eye, has develop to maturity, that speaks from its mind. I doubt my history will repeat itself again. I dont want to burden my family, concerns and worries on the matter. I've let time heal the pain. Yes it did help. Im now stronger then i was ever before.
That's why im able to be far more patient and be open think through of the prospects or problems that come in the way. * Im not sayin im perfect. But im tryin to be the best at understanding others, to let their happiness shine before mine does.
im just trying. Proving a point that, we can also make sone else's life meaningful.



this is yea me. Drawn by a great fren of mine.Appreciate u to pieces.:P

Get back to my story hee~
HUrt? im familliar with this werd.lol My heart seems to feel hurt just like its second nature. Every heart feel hurt in different case of scenarios. But! here the thing, when there's NO PAIN, there's NO GAIN! So through difficulties we had, eventually it'll help us in out choices we make for a brigther and smoother future. To prepare us for such obstacles, for the days to come.

*Tears?, yea i do cry.of cos. What are tears if u aint people.?:P:P But still behind these smileS, the tears are kept afar.
Im not gonna exxagerate nor elaboRate. Damn. I dont want people to sympathise me.:)


Some QuoteS from DYLA: 1. Through days past, may our friendship forever last.
2. I dont think of the past, the only thing that matters is the everlasting present.

So..erm..this is all written in a soft-spoken way. Wanna SEE somthin harsh..?*
**Can you see the pain that im going through. That sits in my heart , no matter what i do?**

HAhS! thats harsh.:)but hey im not selfish. i think for others too.:)


I cant deny whatever that is true,


Whatever it is, i'll treasure and forever will it
be within me.

Love,
DylaDolly

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo