the shadows are taking their toll & i need you to be that light that shines like the rays of the sunlight.~
At 10:02 AM on
Tuesday, November 10, 2009

oh how i miss blogging.lol. im a lazyasssss.:P!:) Here goes.i always thot u can never hold me down. this is the worst i ever felt. i might be smiling yet.deep down this heart sighs and cries whenever it beats. your words like a knive it punch me down hard. how LOW can u make this for me. MAke me laugh JUST distract me from these cruelty. ive always been the strong girl that have my say, and leave at that point. YEt this the themost difficult that i ever come across. whenever i feel like its my time to leave u came and under Whatever circumstances its hard for me to ever let go. its harder then it seems. At times you dont bother to explain. u consider yourself, saying u dont understand me. i love u before, and god know how i did hunger for your kindness that point of time. the reason i changed your name thingy on my phone, was that i had enough. and that ive made up my mind. u never make it clear to me..All these years i was in a bubble that never burst !float to nowhere whats guiding me? clueless.
Then my heart turn cold, lost the will to love, like a broken arrow......till till..hah a prince arrive.~ hahahaha.:) okkkay.look... im in need of glorious time to make this work and to not look back. God help me. give me the strength i always need.


Labels: to trust the voice within.
Love,DylaDolly